Wow, its like 5am and im here to blog randomly... just felt like it. was reading up my life posts previously and seems i made kinda some effed up immature narrations of my life. well, a very angsty part of me tends to spouts nonsense and i guess i need to change it. anyways, not to bother about previous posts, I am just quite tired of the exams, its still in my mind that I screwed up calculus, due to lack of proper time management and bad planning. its just my fault, simply no one to blame but myself.
For these past few days,
I think that self-reflection is often necessary to create a barrier to stop u in ur tracks and check what have u been doing so far. Me? Kinda effed up attitude, but still changing myself for the better, hope to whine lesser, and of course, open up in my character.. being open-minded makes u far less inclined to be angry. What sparks me to think of such stuffs was when I went to my sec school fren's 21st, we were reminiscing wif the old days, nvr really serious, finding fault with the teachers and etc. Life just fly past u without remorse. haha, just like that. But well, u gotta move ahead and nvr regret what has passed. well, nid to sleep now, zzzz